Moving forward

So, a new month, and I hope a new beginning.

Well, sort of...

Because, last week I nearly broke my foot, so I have been home sick for the past week and a half.  But, He was so cute, because I told Him what happened, and he immediately got on a train and made the 2,5 hour journey to be with me. He stayed for 5 days, and we had a great time.

My ex would have not done that.

I was a bit hesitant, because he had a bad experience with his first time, and he just told me he wanted me, and I was like, are you sure? He was, and eventhough it didn't go quite as planned, I am willing to be patient, and work with him, so he can learn..

It's because he is so young... I don't want to damage him too much, or something.. I just want him to be happy, and in turn he will make me happy.

I hope he can come over soon, again... because I miss him, I miss his cuddles.. and I wanna teach him more :)

Halfway through.. some upsides, some downsides

Ok so, yesterday I had school.. No sleep, well, hardly any.. overslept for school... Still not registered, so I still couldn't do anything. And today, I A) got my ass handed to me, because I did have a bit much too drink on Wednsday, B) because they felt that I was not in it as much as I said i was. So, I get more hours, so I can be controlled more, and also,I will probably get my ass handed to me a second time this week from my counsellors...

On a plus side, I have the weekend off, this week and next week. So next week I am going to meet up with some guildies, for the first time, and I feel really exicited about it, because in the past week, I have gotten to know them, and they have really been supportive and helpfull.

I still don't know how to deal with the break-up, because it  still hurts me to have been shoved aside so crudely..